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| Written by Lady Johanna |
| Saturday, 06 December 2008 14:32 |
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For those of you a bit tired of hearing about puppy in all my scene reports, I am writing up a cam scene with a caller (with his permission).
Bob called me a few nights ago, wanting to experience a bit of cock-and-ball torture. He's a newbie to CBT, so I decided to proceed slowly. I gave him instructions to gather some stuff from around the house (shoelaces, scissors, clothespins, Vick's VapoRub and a candle), set up his cam, and call me back when he was ready to start. By the time he called back, I was wondering if he'd chickened out because it had been over a half hour. I set up my cam and saw him, still fully dressed, and feeling a bit shy. Not only had he never done cock-and-ball torture before, he'd never been on cam either. Honestly, I don't see what he was so shy about; Bob is a pretty good-looking guy. So I chatted with him for a few minutes, attempting to put him at his ease, and then asked him to kneel. Kneeling on cam put him into submissive headspace pretty rapidly, so while his discomfort wasn't dissipated, his mind was otherwise occupied. I told him a brief fantasy story, about what I'd do to him if he were here, to put him deeper into headspace before proceeding. Then I had him stand, get undressed and return to his knees. His cock was average-sized, not small enough to give me something to humiliate him about, but nothing to write home about either. He was circumcised and his scrotum was small, barely visible behind his dick, with small testicles. I suppose since this is a "naughty" blog I should say he had a humongous hard-on, but honestly, he didn't. The hard-on was there immediately when he knelt nude before me, but it faded at various points as his nervousness became primary to his submission and arousal. So we began with his balls. I had him wrap the shoelace around the base of his scrotum to provide an anchor point, then wrap the string underneath this anchor, down to the end of his scrotum, and back up to the anchor, separating his balls. Tightening the contraption made his tiny balls protrude, looking larger and more pleasing to my eye. I had him keep the scissors nearby just so we had a fast escape in case of any problems. Cutting off circulation can be a bit tricky thing to play with. As I told him how much prettier her balls looked all tied up, he blushed furiously. However, despite his embarrassment at my praise, it was clearly not interfering with his arousal any, as his cock was hard as a rock by now, the head almost blue. I instructed him to place six clothespins around the head of his cock, just where the foreskin meets the glans. This took him a bit more time than I'd have expected to complete, as he was having difficulty dealing with the pain, and it took a lot of encouragement to get him to add each one. By the time he finally added the sixth, he was both squirming and groaning. I was finding this a whole heck of a lot more fun than the normal phone call, which is usually fantasy-oriented. As a sadist, actually seeing the physical pain in addition to hearing it was very gratifying. At this point, I had Bob straighten his back and put his hands behind his back, then told him to thrust his hips forward to make his cock more prominent for me. This caused another blush, but in spite of both pain and embarrassment, Mr. Happy was bopping proudly on the cam. After a few minutes of this pose, I instructed him to slap the clothespins with one hand. He hit them a bit harder than I expected, and howled at the pain. Once he calmed down a bit, I had him get up off the floor, sit in a chair, redirect the cam, then lift his dick so I could see the color of his scrotum, just to verify everything was OK back there. By this time, the clothespins had been on long enough that I knew they'd hurt coming off, so I had him remove one. As expected, he yelped as the blood rushed back into that particular bit of his foreskin. Then I explained that the longer they stayed on, the more they'd hurt coming off, and instructed him to beg for permission to remove each of them. I toyed with him, questioning the sincerity of his begging, and by the time I gave permission for the last clothespin to be removed, his eyes were filled with tears. I gave him a bit of a break at this point, telling him what a good boy he'd been, how much he had pleased me, before moving on to the next item on my agenda. Bob has a virgin arse and I had plans for that candle that did not involve a hot wax scene. I explained to him that he had a choice to make for popping his cherry, taking the candle without lube or using the Vick's vaporub as lube, which would ease the entry but burn his ass. Bob chose to go without lube, and I made him stand, turn his ass to the cam, and bend over so I could see him insert it. It was too small to be difficult to insert, so I expect his gasp had more to do with the shame at doing such a thing on cam, with me watching. I had him stand and with the candle hanging ridiculously from his ass, put a clothespin on each nipple. But he was not saved from the Vicks! Since he hadn't chosen to use it on his ass, I had him put a bunch in his hand and instructed him to smear it all over his cock. And then I explained the climax of this introductory cock-and-ball torture scene, Bob was to stand perpendicular to the cam so I could see both front and back in profile, masturbate his cock with the Vicks-covered hand, while moving the candle in-and-out with the other hand. As he did, I told him how I believe fucking should always hurt for the sub, that guys should never get to cum unless they are in pain, experiencing humiliation, or best of all, both. And as my slut, I expected to see a lot of VIGOROUS fucking of that candle in his ass and rubbing of the menthol into his cock. He only lasted two minutes or so, we're going to have to work on his self-restraint a bit. Of course, I supervised him removing the shoelace from his scrotum to make sure he was safe as we wound up the call. And then I gave him the shopping list for the next call: Japanese cloverleaf nipple clamps so I can torment his nipples more effectively, a beginner's vibrating butt plug with prostate massager so he can be trained to really LOVE being penetrated, a spiked parachute and some fishing weights so we can explore his CBT fantasies further. I can't wait for our next call! Add your comment |



