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| Written by Lady Johanna |
| Friday, 08 August 2008 21:22 |
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Lately, I've been thinking about the forced bisexuality fantasy that so many submissives have.
For a long time, I assumed that this fantasy was about one particular thing, that some guys had a deep curiosity about bisexuality, but were too homophobic to let themselves express it. Having a woman "make" them do it made the whole thing seem heterosexual to them; they wouldn't have to wonder about their orientation because a domme "made" them do it. A sub who I see regularly has this fantasy. What surprised me was he told me about a year ago that he is not attracted to men - that he has no attraction to men whatsoever. If I tried to ask him if he thought someone we saw was cute, he just had no response. He wants to suck cock, but he doesn't care if the guy is hot or not cause he's just not into guys. To tell you the truth, I really didn't understand this. But I've heard it from a few other guys lately too. Today when I was out running errands, I got to wondering about it again. It just doesn't make sense to me how someone can want to suck cock and yet be completely unattracted to males! And as I mulled this over, I realized the subs who've told me this all have another common fantasy. Every one of them likes face-sitting; they like to have a domme force them to service her until she cums again and again. They love it when her cunt fills their mouth and she rubs her clit against their nose so hard they can barely breathe. They like her to pleasure herself without regard to their discomfort, to be used for her pleasure. I got to wondering if those subs want to be forced to suck cock for the same reason they want to be forced to eat pussy; if that is the real key to this fantasy for those guys. So... what do you think? Is it a matter of wanting to be used, to be treated as a sex toy? Is that why you want me to force you to suck a cock? Post your comments here if you dare, or call me to discuss privately. |
Strange, yes. Can I explain it? No. I would suck a Cd's cock wiht no forcing though.
Guess I'm one of those strange ones, LOL!
A lot of it is about the submission i suppose, being dominated and used by someone else. I love the thought of getting on my knees and becoming the "bitch" of some hung stud while a hot girl teases me about how he is so much bigger and better all the while encouraging me to suck it. I imagine that is where a lot of the guys who "want to suck cock" but aren't gay are coming from.
I don't have thoughts about being bi unless it was because a woman ordered me to do so.
I believe that it is the humiliation that we submissives desire. We have a poor self-image of ourselves for a variety of reasons (small dick, overweight, financially unsuccessful, etc) and have a need to have ourselves emotionally punished for our failures in life.
What can be more humiliating to a man than to take away everything that defines him as a man by forcing him to his knees to service a real man's large cock? I find that being on my knees, my eyes locked with his, desperately seeking his approval as he fucks my face and cums down my throat is the ultimate transfer of any remaining self-respect and manhood I have left. Having a woman present who is taking pictures and taunting me by calling me names just adds to the sweet emotional punishment.
It is a cathartic experience to realize that I SHOULD be unsuccessful and SHOULD have a poor self-image because I am nothing but a worthless mouth slut whose only redeeming use is to serve as an oral slave to pleasure the sexual whims and desires of others. If I am forced to obey another man or woman's orders, then they are in charge, and I don't have to worry about making another wrong decision that will make me a further failure. There is a lot of pleasure in the release of responsibility and the self-fulfilling feeling of humiliation. In that moment of service to others, submissives like us reach our virtual mental orgasm.
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What I do desire and need is to feel "Pretty, Desirable, Sexy, and Feminine" to completely submerge myself into the "Wonderful World of Femininity." To allow my natural submissive persona to surrender to all the feelings, mannerisms, and behaviors that a truly Ultra-Feminine Woman would possess. Maybe I am not a Real Sissy because humiliation, embarrassment, and domination are not part of my desires, dreams, or fantasies ... I want to give in to my feminine desires to become an "Ultra-Feminine Goddess" and then let my natural submissiveness guide me as I please, pleasure, and satisfy any and all desires, urges, and fantasies of any admire I may have the fortune of seducing and servicing.
Treat me like a Feminine Sex-Goddess and I will make sure you leave feeling like the Master/Mistress of the Universe. No Force Necessary.